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LOVE♥

baby here i am blogging cause..i noe u will never expect to see me blog
cause usually i juz 1Lazy guy wib a blogs tat always wait for ppl to update for me..Sometimes i really wanna noe very very much tat hearing from be it yor mum,sisters..tat you really love me,wanna be wib me so damn much?..but when everythings cool down..History gonna repeats itself...
I Want to Change History..Everytime i try all ways to meet u talk..Ended up the way i didnt wish for...cause everytime u will be moving around. Can i juz hab a FacetoFaceTalk with you tat are able to solve everything? And not insisting on each other mindset..you say i'm Pulling too much Strings to your life..i noe you are young..u wanna hab Fun..its okay to hab Fun..i at my Age now..still do Crazy and Stupid things cause i wanna hab Fun too..But somethings tat are wrong i dunwan u to be so StrongHeaded and Stubborn..i been Thru Alot More den you Think..you say i Ridicules dun gib u hab yor own thinking. i Swore i didnt.. if i dun gib you to hab yor own thinking. den u're not like my GF..you're juz like Most a ROBOT..but you're not..I always try my Best to gib The BEST OUT OF THE BEST To You..yea Nobody is Perfect,And Never will i wanna be Perfect too..like you say there no fun anymore..i can be as naughty, childish and dumb thats also me! i do hab a dark and bright side of me. Everyone do hab splits Personallities and image..its not a total Difference
i trying hard cause i noe i can Take It de..And i can tell you Baby its Seriously Not A Mistake To Be Together on 03012010.
Honestly tis Half A Year..yea at times i oso still tends to be Unhappy too.
But in Overall I'm HAPPY BEING WITH YOU ! u Stupid KUKUBIRD!
after reading your Blog. i wanna understand wad you mean in the last sentenace : It's just too late to even turn back time.
Wad it means? are you Giving Up Already ? you Surrender to Lose?
For me its No..No meaning NO WAY! i Fucking GiveUp ! its an Obstacles we nid to Overcome! and tis Obstacles is Nothing but OURSELVES!!! wads taking you so long to realise..i reali hate to Drink,Drank,DRUNK !!

Now its my POST!
Quarrel makes 2 heart connected together. ♥
Baby we been thru many Quarrels(Obstacles) and we manage to Survive and last for HalfYear le baby..now we hab another obstacles and tat is (Ourselves) are u willing to get thru it tgt with Me ? Hand in Hand , Heart♥With♥Heart are you Willing ?
Juz wanna let you noe:

its been halfAyear(6months)
it wasnt easy at all,much difficult
than wad i expected. A real begining for our next step to future. Communication, mutual trust, understanding and compromising have all to be there in order to run it well.

At times I feel sad, I feel like running away from everything like how I always choose to stay away from reality. And that is why I never succeed in a relationship.

I dont usually confess or you can say i typing like i never type in my entire life here..
One quarrel, 2 quarrel and continously...
I really dont know how to manage all this.


I blame myself for my ambitions heart.
I blame myself for not being understanding.
I blame myself for getting jealous at little things.
I blame myself for making you angry at times.
I blame myself for not being able to takecare of myself so as to not making you worry.
I blame myself for being selfish.
I blame myself for being childish.
I blame myself for making you to fall in love with me.
I blame myself for falling in love that much...
You May Not Blame me. But I Blame Myself :(

But be it Guys/Girls are all Hard to get by... All they want is just simple coaxing when you make them angry. A simple sorry even if you dont mean it.
Lastly, for whatever I had done

SORRY BABY!
I ♥LOVE♥ YOU BABY! ♥
WO♥AI♥NI !
Ever Wonder..Can i hab a Personal talk time wib u to End tis Obstacles With you Baby? i Be Waiting yea..Contact me but tat is onli when u See my Tis Post den maybe u will Understand..its Just NOT too late to even Turn back time..Its NEVER Too LATE for Everything!! thats How I Really Feel ><'' .
guess i post wad i wanna say nw time to go back to my lonely sleep :( i Miss you alot you noe♥