Laughs..suddenly i felt the urge to update my Rotten Blog
Since tat someone most prolly will not help me update my
blog anymore..aft days,weeks,months has past..somehow i
felt tat she's really leaving me for good once again .. Maybe i
had not given enough..maybe i dont hab Time..but Sadly to say
all i can do is trying to find ways to noe wads going on around her
and wads happening between the times when i'm in camp...i told
myself to stay strong ..but tis few weeks were Harsh on me..all i did
was Fucking Dead Drunk myself to keep myself from thinking..but i
will stay Strong and wait for u...aft so long i finally found ''u'' and i
dun wish to lose it all juz like tat..our 'promises' i'm still keeping it
till the day u back for me ..Baby i love you..26.07.09 the date i be keeping
till the end. . .=)

Day by Day, week by week , and its coming to month..
haven been meeting u at all nor received any single
msg from u?..wads happening..vanished in my life of
all sudden?..why isits always happening between us?
all the obstacles..can we juz settle down..u made me
believe once again..and i dun wish to end up like tis
once again..i'm not giving up..and i dunwish to giveup
i will hold on as promised..btw happy 1month..if u still
consider tonite aft 12am 26.08.09 as our 1month..to me
i'm happy..even though i cant get to see u..but in my heart
i noe..i post tis now..becoz tml i dun hab time to post..
i be booking back in Camp..will not be out tat soon...
i noe yor exams are coming..do study hard,rmb wad i told u
dun be lazy to study..u can do it..like i am holding on so hard
B, i be waiting .. i missing you & i love you.
MrBodoh~^^

feeling blues..=(

seriously..i'm wondering ? why is it always like tat btw us?
do u always take me for granted becoz..i treat u the best ?
can u let me see hope in cherishing me?? tis is the 2nd week
i had not meet up wib u..even on my Bdae itself..i had so much
places to go..but i turn down so many of them..becoz i was waiting
for u to be the first i meet..but end up... i dun blame u..coz i noe the reason
juz tat my heart aches...coz i nid u ...
B, i noe i dun hab much time for u,coz i'm in the army..but tat isn't
the problem rite..i miss u..yes i do..i will hold on ...i hope u will too...
Our PROMISED* 26.07.09
takecare of yorself ..study hard..i love u <3

Once shared...

Huiping is here to help Ivan.L to update his rotten blog since he claimed that his desktop is down and has not been sent for servicing yet. I shall be a kind soul and revive his blog (: Haha! Has been a month since he went for NS. He has been complaining to me that army life is hard and he's suffering. I realised he has lost weight but thats a good sign,isnt?(lols) Despite having fever for yesterday, he still came out to meet me because we only gets to meet up sometimes and i am leaving my free time for him too if its possible. Had a chat with him till 11plus. Thinking back of what we experienced 2 years ago,it seems so silly but memorable... He has never forgotten me(but for a period of time being he did because...) To put it short, he's someone special, a very 'special friend' to me. He never fails to be there for me whenever i need him, he has never stop concerning for me, he is able to recognise me with just one glance even if its from far away. The scent in him make me feels secured and i feel comfortable whenever i am with him because he knows me well. I can be my usual self when i am with him. Less than a month will be his 20th birthday,time flies...

HEY Everione..been 2weeks since i last UpDate my Blog..
will not Update tat often..coz i'm Currently Serving my
NS- wont be online and using my hp tat often..but to
all my FRENS !! whenever i Book Out ..i will call u Guys
takecare misses !! everione ! =)

Been almost a Month Since my Last Update^^
Laughs..had a total changed in my life
seen many disgusted faces in life...Thanks
for showing me yea..made me realise i had been
wasting all my time? sadly to say..i am Strong
wad i never been thru be4? so Fuck it ! laughs...
will not update tat often..coz sadly to say..i left 3days!!
3more days outside..i wanna meet up wib many ppl...
and i bet i missing my daily routine..of sending her home.
G.B.T i bet i miss u..=)
hmm..recently life still the same nite life everiiday..dunno
can cope wib NS life in 3days time...
Tonite..ATTACK M'sia !!

i'm Disappointed...

Been quite sometime ever since i lastupdated..
sometime's i do wonder? perhaps i'm undergo-ing
a totally changed in life? people around me, things
around me . places around me...i juz wanto lead a
Simple life..just gib me peace will do Fuck it !
i can say ..to all the ppl out there..i reali didnt say
anything..even everione hates me ..its okay i dun nid
anyone..juz tat i noe i am clear...wad's so interesting in
ppl's life?..get a life for yorself if the rest of yor life u dun
wish to be a fucking loser...recently..lady luck passes by me
manage to change for the better..pass my class 2A wib juz 2pts
i've done it and i dare say it..laughs ! so seriously FUCK IT MAN !