I'll Always Love You.

Just For You

2010-10-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i last update..
i think its juz for you..
Glad u did remember to msg me after your court hearing
hope u do reali do some self-thinking..its time to change for the better
REN SHENG DUAN DUAN - life is so short...
i noe i did control u abit too much when we were tgt...
till now many people told me..if i didnt control u too much...
we will definately be a happy and lasting couple..i juz wish the best for u.
even thou i dun reali contact u much..i fucking care u noe..
haas you wouldnt noe..i'm more lonely and alone tat u can ever imagine..
looking at our pics everyday. thinking about the time wib u & me .
going to places tat we once being tgt. reading your msges to make myself believe.
a msg u say - "i hab a feeling no matter what happens, even we breakup , one day we will be back together" this msg makes me felt Stronger..surviving my everday.
i know u like your new bf..i wish u happiness..but i believe in FATE. hope when the
world goes from a point to the end of the point back to square one. i shall see you again hao mah? promised ? ..Baby iloveyou & imissyou without words that can explain. takecare

SIGH

2010-08-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21st BirthDay
to
Myself !!

2010-07-03T20:19:00.004+08:00

Baby Happy 7th Months Aniversary.

LOVE

2010-06-25T17:17:00.003+08:00

LOVE♥

baby here i am blogging cause..i noe u will never expect to see me blog
cause usually i juz 1Lazy guy wib a blogs tat always wait for ppl to update for me..Sometimes i really wanna noe very very much tat hearing from be it yor mum,sisters..tat you really love me,wanna be wib me so damn much?..but when everythings cool down..History gonna repeats itself...
I Want to Change History..Everytime i try all ways to meet u talk..Ended up the way i didnt wish for...cause everytime u will be moving around. Can i juz hab a FacetoFaceTalk with you tat are able to solve everything? And not insisting on each other mindset..you say i'm Pulling too much Strings to your life..i noe you are young..u wanna hab Fun..its okay to hab Fun..i at my Age now..still do Crazy and Stupid things cause i wanna hab Fun too..But somethings tat are wrong i dunwan u to be so StrongHeaded and Stubborn..i been Thru Alot More den you Think..you say i Ridicules dun gib u hab yor own thinking. i Swore i didnt.. if i dun gib you to hab yor own thinking. den u're not like my GF..you're juz like Most a ROBOT..but you're not..I always try my Best to gib The BEST OUT OF THE BEST To You..yea Nobody is Perfect,And Never will i wanna be Perfect too..like you say there no fun anymore..i can be as naughty, childish and dumb thats also me! i do hab a dark and bright side of me. Everyone do hab splits Personallities and image..its not a total Difference
i trying hard cause i noe i can Take It de..And i can tell you Baby its Seriously Not A Mistake To Be Together on 03012010.
Honestly tis Half A Year..yea at times i oso still tends to be Unhappy too.
But in Overall I'm HAPPY BEING WITH YOU ! u Stupid KUKUBIRD!
after reading your Blog. i wanna understand wad you mean in the last sentenace : It's just too late to even turn back time.
Wad it means? are you Giving Up Already ? you Surrender to Lose?
For me its No..No meaning NO WAY! i Fucking GiveUp ! its an Obstacles we nid to Overcome! and tis Obstacles is Nothing but OURSELVES!!! wads taking you so long to realise..i reali hate to Drink,Drank,DRUNK !!

Now its my POST!
Quarrel makes 2 heart connected together. ♥
Baby we been thru many Quarrels(Obstacles) and we manage to Survive and last for HalfYear le baby..now we hab another obstacles and tat is (Ourselves) are u willing to get thru it tgt with Me ? Hand in Hand , Heart♥With♥Heart are you Willing ?
Juz wanna let you noe:

its been halfAyear(6months)
it wasnt easy at all,much difficult
than wad i expected. A real begining for our next step to future. Communication, mutual trust, understanding and compromising have all to be there in order to run it well.

At times I feel sad, I feel like running away from everything like how I always choose to stay away from reality. And that is why I never succeed in a relationship.

I dont usually confess or you can say i typing like i never type in my entire life here..
One quarrel, 2 quarrel and continously...
I really dont know how to manage all this.

I blame myself for my ambitions heart.
I blame myself for not being understanding.
I blame myself for getting jealous at little things.
I blame myself for making you angry at times.
I blame myself for not being able to takecare of myself so as to not making you worry.
I blame myself for being selfish.
I blame myself for being childish.
I blame myself for making you to fall in love with me.
I blame myself for falling in love that much...
You May Not Blame me. But I Blame Myself :(

But be it Guys/Girls are all Hard to get by... All they want is just simple coaxing when you make them angry. A simple sorry even if you dont mean it.
Lastly, for whatever I had done

SORRY BABY!
I ♥LOVE♥ YOU BABY! ♥
WO♥AI♥NI !
Ever Wonder..Can i hab a Personal talk time wib u to End tis Obstacles With you Baby? i Be Waiting yea..Contact me but tat is onli when u See my Tis Post den maybe u will Understand..its Just NOT too late to even Turn back time..Its NEVER Too LATE for Everything!! thats How I Really Feel ><'' .
guess i post wad i wanna say nw time to go back to my lonely sleep :( i Miss you alot you noe♥

2010-05-22T14:07:00.001+08:00

STOP TAGGING ME WITH THE ADVERTISEMENTS.

THANKYOU.

2010-05-18T17:55:00.003+08:00

This, kukubird, GIANSONG.

want me to update his blog. hahahaha.

say he wait me update for half a yr liao. where got so long dey?

LOL hahahaha.

but he's still my one and only kukubirdbaby (:

loves him ttm okay, mwarcks! ♥

he's having a hard time in ns and he's suffering )):

and he's kanna air-f-ed by he's suprerior,

oh gosh, hope he's post out is sucessful and live a better life in camp.

hey, guess what? today's tueday, and maybe he is booking out today! mwarcks! ♥

hahaha, he misses ME ♥

& baby, whatever it is, we will be happily ever after in the end (:

Love you!

私はイワンを愛して ♥♥♥

2010-04-11T10:03:00.004+08:00

:D BABY i'm finally Blogging !! ''LAUGHTER !! ''
Recently been Quarreling..seriously the feeling soooo Sucky~
But aft all the talks..baby promised to Changed and be Guai..
I reali Do Hope you really changed ahh..Cherish the chance given OKAY!
coz i reali LoveDieYouTisKukuBirdLahs!!! =)
Spend some time going out wib my baby tis 2weeks..Outing wib my cliques*
had alot alot Alot ALOT of FUN !! :P
Counting Down time tgt wib Beee the longer = Nearer to my ORD...
1More Year ! aft ORD weeeets ~ STUDY
imissyouBaby~ ^^v
I need Money! coz i wanna change my xiaolaopo away!!
Memories of my xiaolaopo..i will always rmb but sry i hab to change u sooner or later..
but change tis and that, only 1thing i will NEVER Changed: MyLOVEforYouWillNeverChanged !
ILOVEYOU BABY^^ MuuuWarckks!!!
WoAiNi* :D
("v")
"v''

2010-02-15T15:57:00.003+08:00

Baby,Your the Special One..

The Smile On Your Faces Always

Brighten my Day..Thanks Baby

I LOVE YOU ! :)

IVAN's Property ! CCLP is Owned By ILQH !!

beee see my rotten blog is not rotten anymore,

wib u helping me to update nextime ;P Muwacks! WoAiNi :)

2010-02-15T15:33:00.005+08:00

Update Some Pics on CNY EVE' ! B! ILOVEYOU!

2010-02-15T15:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO YOU BABY!!

Beee touched rite.. :x

for my veri first time in life..i bake A Cake! and btw we finish the cake tgt its Edible

laughs~!! on Feb'13 preparation at evening when over to fetch baby, Cab down to WestCoast to beee's grandma place for TuanYuanFan..den 10plus at nite Cab back to baby's hse collect my bike and went to my house for TuanYuanFan and when

the clock struck 12am which is 14'FEB i went into my room wib my Surprise and

gently said : Happy Valentine baby..I Love You ;) had an reali enjoyable day wib u!

2010-02-15T15:09:00.003+08:00

Weets~^^ Time Flies Unoticingly and Baby we been spending some time wib each other,i'm happy to hab u by my side madly in love wib me. And all the hard times we gone thru..i know we can Do It tgt,our promised.
Beeee while i'm Updating my blog now u are still slping on my bed
Beeee ILOVEDMISSEDMUWACKSDIEYOU !!! :) <3<3

Pictures of you / Pictures of me

2010-02-15T15:04:00.001+08:00

This was taken at MONALISA our very first Pic ;)

StartAnew

2010-02-15T14:59:00.002+08:00

TIME TO UPDATE MY ROTTEN BLOG !!(becoz someone is nagging me to update :X )
been reali quite awhile since i last updated so much things happened..
its liken Drastic Change in my Life ? i'm gonna ignored the past and move
on my life wib you baby! :)
the following post..i'm gg to keep it simple :P

2009-09-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

Laughs..suddenly i felt the urge to update my Rotten Blog
Since tat someone most prolly will not help me update my
blog anymore..aft days,weeks,months has past..somehow i
felt tat she's really leaving me for good once again .. Maybe i
had not given enough..maybe i dont hab Time..but Sadly to say
all i can do is trying to find ways to noe wads going on around her
and wads happening between the times when i'm in camp...i told
myself to stay strong ..but tis few weeks were Harsh on me..all i did
was Fucking Dead Drunk myself to keep myself from thinking..but i
will stay Strong and wait for u...aft so long i finally found ''u'' and i
dun wish to lose it all juz like tat..our 'promises' i'm still keeping it
till the day u back for me ..Baby i love you..26.07.09 the date i be keeping
till the end. . .=)

2009-08-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

Day by Day, week by week , and its coming to month..
haven been meeting u at all nor received any single
msg from u?..wads happening..vanished in my life of
all sudden?..why isits always happening between us?
all the obstacles..can we juz settle down..u made me
believe once again..and i dun wish to end up like tis
once again..i'm not giving up..and i dunwish to giveup
i will hold on as promised..btw happy 1month..if u still
consider tonite aft 12am 26.08.09 as our 1month..to me
i'm happy..even though i cant get to see u..but in my heart
i noe..i post tis now..becoz tml i dun hab time to post..
i be booking back in Camp..will not be out tat soon...
i noe yor exams are coming..do study hard,rmb wad i told u
dun be lazy to study..u can do it..like i am holding on so hard
B, i be waiting .. i missing you & i love you.
MrBodoh~^^

feeling blues..=(

2009-08-10T13:04:00.003+08:00

seriously..i'm wondering ? why is it always like tat btw us?
do u always take me for granted becoz..i treat u the best ?
can u let me see hope in cherishing me?? tis is the 2nd week
i had not meet up wib u..even on my Bdae itself..i had so much
places to go..but i turn down so many of them..becoz i was waiting
for u to be the first i meet..but end up... i dun blame u..coz i noe the reason
juz tat my heart aches...coz i nid u ...
B, i noe i dun hab much time for u,coz i'm in the army..but tat isn't
the problem rite..i miss u..yes i do..i will hold on ...i hope u will too...
Our PROMISED* 26.07.09
takecare of yorself ..study hard..i love u <3

2009-07-19T13:41:00.001+08:00

Once shared...

Huiping is here to help Ivan.L to update his rotten blog since he claimed that his desktop is down and has not been sent for servicing yet. I shall be a kind soul and revive his blog (: Haha! Has been a month since he went for NS. He has been complaining to me that army life is hard and he's suffering. I realised he has lost weight but thats a good sign,isnt?(lols) Despite having fever for yesterday, he still came out to meet me because we only gets to meet up sometimes and i am leaving my free time for him too if its possible. Had a chat with him till 11plus. Thinking back of what we experienced 2 years ago,it seems so silly but memorable... He has never forgotten me(but for a period of time being he did because...) To put it short, he's someone special, a very 'special friend' to me. He never fails to be there for me whenever i need him, he has never stop concerning for me, he is able to recognise me with just one glance even if its from far away. The scent in him make me feels secured and i feel comfortable whenever i am with him because he knows me well. I can be my usual self when i am with him. Less than a month will be his 20th birthday,time flies...

2009-06-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

HEY Everione..been 2weeks since i last UpDate my Blog..
will not Update tat often..coz i'm Currently Serving my
NS- wont be online and using my hp tat often..but to
all my FRENS !! whenever i Book Out ..i will call u Guys
takecare misses !! everione ! =)

2009-06-08T17:57:00.002+08:00

Been almost a Month Since my Last Update^^
Laughs..had a total changed in my life
seen many disgusted faces in life...Thanks
for showing me yea..made me realise i had been
wasting all my time? sadly to say..i am Strong
wad i never been thru be4? so Fuck it ! laughs...
will not update tat often..coz sadly to say..i left 3days!!
3more days outside..i wanna meet up wib many ppl...
and i bet i missing my daily routine..of sending her home.
G.B.T i bet i miss u..=)
hmm..recently life still the same nite life everiiday..dunno
can cope wib NS life in 3days time...
Tonite..ATTACK M'sia !!

i'm Disappointed...

2009-05-16T13:30:00.004+08:00

Been quite sometime ever since i lastupdated..
sometime's i do wonder? perhaps i'm undergo-ing
a totally changed in life? people around me, things
around me . places around me...i juz wanto lead a
Simple life..just gib me peace will do Fuck it !
i can say ..to all the ppl out there..i reali didnt say
anything..even everione hates me ..its okay i dun nid
anyone..juz tat i noe i am clear...wad's so interesting in
ppl's life?..get a life for yorself if the rest of yor life u dun
wish to be a fucking loser...recently..lady luck passes by me
manage to change for the better..pass my class 2A wib juz 2pts
i've done it and i dare say it..laughs ! so seriously FUCK IT MAN !

2009-04-29T06:50:00.002+08:00

28th April
Went home in the Morning after Ton-ning Session
Ton wib ahtom,Dinghan,johan and mingzhou..
slacked around and went off to Timah for Pool-Session
and went back to 163 to get some food&Drinks..Slacked
and went home..morning the Special Someone called...
came over to my hse,i cooked MaggieMee for that Special
someone,ate , smoked and..sleep tgt..and at nite went out to
meet up wib DanDan and Yongshan..for awhile..was about to
go fetch Dinghan to Meetup wib Ahtom ..and WTF !! something
cock Up..Johan my Dear Buddy..Fucking Stuck at GombakMRT
haha overslept..missed the fucking last Train..and penniless...to
even take a fucking Cab Home...den i had to rush over to GombakMrt
pillion him Home at Yewtee and rush back to meet up wib Dinghan and
Ahtom..haas..den at around 2am den i had my First Meal !! MR-Good Guy
always lose Out...but no Choice..i'm juz the one..=) slacked till morning and
TaDA ! HOME SWEET HOME ...BLOGGING !! UPDATED !!

hope my Tp Letter come and is gd news..dun Revoked me..no demerit pts
i wish to take my 2A ...had a bad day recently...
Fucking got caught...and was like damn KuaZhang siia..police QX -Siren should be veri loud
but my Bike Pipe even louder ..the Police car on its Blinker&Siren Zip me all the way frm Senja
till Fajar went i finally slow down my bike..den i notice the police car was chasing me..i didnt even see the police car...or even heard a single sound of the Siren..all i heard was my bikeSound
Crimes i commited
-Racing
-Speeding
-Reckless Driving
-Illegal Modification
-Didnt Stop when Police car on Siren&Blinker
-etc...
WTF so many lo..pray hard...nothing happened to me...=)

2009-04-29T06:45:00.003+08:00

haha Prawning wib them was Fun..
Didnt took any pic due to now i'm using
a phone w/o camera!! Sobx..=( i wan take
pics too !! haha tml Prawning Session again ! weet~uuu~weets!!! =)
Been long since i Post so update afew post
all together =X

2009-04-29T06:37:00.002+08:00

had PRAWNING-SESSION
haha alot prawn leys..been there quite few times..tis is the first time ...i prawn and BBQ the prawn there!! haha slacked and eat.. reali had a wonderful time yea..Thanks Guys! =)

2009-04-19T18:14:00.003+08:00

Been Long Since I UpDate My Blog !! & pics

my Evil Nails,,laughs!!

it was fucking Dark..lucky i wore all White

Note : Beware of yor Mouth u Fuckers..Dun let ppl tink tat yor mouth is Cheap*

2009-04-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK IT !!!!
Sorry..not in the mood to update yea... never really do much..slacked around as usual.... seems like my Cliques hab found new clique..and they dun nid me anymore to slack wib...takecare u guys be it girls or boys...My Arms & Hands are still Fucking Pain baby i miss u ..27.12.08 * i be waiting..

2009-04-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

haas Finally some Posting wib Pics..taken by DanDan Hp..coz mine spoilt..
hab 2 more Pics on my injuries..but taken by Jerome ...
ytd actually plan to go Pool-Session wib yansin and jerome-Qin(rome's property) haha
but ended up..yansin didnt call me!! and i fucking Waited whole morning...but its alritex
Sunlong called..around 3Plus? so at home prepare to go out and meet him..but i went over to
Meet SOMEONE..and send tat SOMEONE to pay CONSERVANCY..it brings back memories..i felt
that even today its like i'm walking in to pay the Conservancy myself for tat SOMEONE...send
her to another place..and the gdbye kiss felt so Loved...den went over meet Ahlong at plaza...
saw Ahtom,Dinghan,Zhenliang,jiawei..slacked together and kena Screen by POLICE WTF!!! lol
den went to Eat wib ahlong..be4 he went home to prepare to ATTACK TAIWAN Tonite !! haha...
cya back in May yea..den went home to rest..went out meet up wib the rest at 419..den i wanted to buy
stuff from Plaza..the moment i rode out..i Saw TP..FUCK..lucky nothing happened..had and Emo nite
alone...den send Baoting home in the morning..smoked , chat wib her..Thanks..went home play psp till
finally fall asleep...

2009-04-07T12:18:00.002+08:00

Fuck it !! Recently fucking Down on LUCK ?! i supposely tink sooo...
never get fuck tub Result cant go Poly...and Ytd had 2 Accident in a row
1 at BBDC (Super4-CB400) another outside (my Kawa) nabei fuck unlucky
i reali dunno wad to say...and My Hp Spoil !! NABEI !!! i'm fucking going
Crazy..meetup wib the rest lastnite...and saw Sylvia..thanks for yor Concern~misses
and my hands were so Damn Fucking Pain even up till now...Ton till morning
went for my 2A-TP...nabei Today TP all BadMood fucking Kelong..kena points tat
its totally impossible for me...Failed my 2A TP...another month of Waiting....
but its alritex..coz my hand reali too pain for anyone to understand....
and i lost lots of contacts..!! been days i saw Baoting..where are You !!!
shall update pics of my hands..when DanDan Send to me via MSN =)

2009-04-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

i'm in a Fucking Bad Mood tis few Days..lots of things happened.
same as usual Slack around..Nite life..but soon its time for career life?
got my ITE GPA Result 2.625..but my Application to Polytechnic was
unsuccessful...why ? Why do ppl like me get deprived from Studying..
when we reali do wish to Study Hard ? ppl always say they gib ppl who
wish to study a Chance..FUCK YOU ! am i given a Chance? i always Strived
for the Fucking Chance But FUCK IT ! Man! FUCK it !! FUCK IT !!! Should i ?
or Should i not ? Appeal ?? or NS SignOn ? OMG ! i reali dun wish to think..
i'm Stressed-Up..i miss uu...urghhhh....FlashBack Came Back to Me =(
ohya Ahtom Hope u Faster Recover ah !!
and i miss the ccf w/o bs Girl !!! =(

2009-04-02T11:58:00.002+08:00

back to post again at tis kind of sleepy tired mode...
its like 12pm in the Hot Afternoon now...i cant sleep...
lastnite meetup wib johan,yongshan,DanDan and baoting
at plaza..haas..johan called me..while i was sleeping..he told
me baoting and the rest at plaza..seriously i tot they wan to
play tat Stupid AprilFool thing on me..ended up i reali saw
Baoting at plaza =)...haas..den jiajie came aftermath and Teresa
ended her work...den we went over to Fajar 438..den Fuck it ! one
Fucking Malay Boy throw WaterBomb down...nabei..den we Sua place
Slacked till morning at the Fajar street Soccer Court..Yansin came over
den around morning i send Baoting home..smoke and chat wib her under
her blk..before i left i hand over to her a box of - CCF w/o BS - haas Suprise hor!
Hope u liked it...i went to buy when i went home to take helmet..i rush to get it
and came back to send her home..lalalas =P ...On the way home Rode pass 521 saw
DanDan and YongShan haha decided to find them smoke awhile..den went i was
about to go home AhTom Called haha Got people pei me go EAT ler !! hahax
went over to 163 again for dunno how many Consecutive Days eat..acc him home to
change and take Ciggs...went to 175 meet Dinghan Slacked..and Zhenliang and MZ
came over..and ''Someone said Kawasaki Fast Meh? '' in a Fucking Sarcastic way...
LOL !! Seriously FUCK IT !! FUCK IT !! u noe wad is FUCK IT !?! hahahahax LOSER!!
Dun Gib me yor CRAP ..coz i FUCKING DUN EVEN GIVE IT A DAMN Yea!! hahahaha
Insomia please go away..why am i Depressing ? why am i Emo-ing ? i Dunchnoe...
haas..last of all hope u like the CCF w/o BS..Toucked leys hahaha missing you~
=)

2009-04-01T11:49:00.003+08:00

haiish another sleepless day...been out Since Lastnite...
went out alone..saw DanDan,Teresa and YongShan...at
Fajar when i went to 7-11 to get a pack of Cigs...den ended
up meeting them at 438 See-Saw..Johan and Jiajie was also
there...thanks for being there yea..den jerome and yansin
came over too..den i headed to 5head meetup wib Ahtom to wash
Bike ended up FUCK NEVER WASH AGAIN !!! =( Slacked wib Ahtom
and Jiajie..but Stuck at GreenRidge due to Panjang Got TP ..so we
Sat at the Shelter opposite GreenRidgeShopping Centre till morning
4plus?..den headed to 163 for Breakfast..Ate den jiajie went to CAMP,
Johan went home..i slacked wib Ahtom till morning 7plus...den i went
home...slept at 8plus...but 9am my Classmate called..10am another one
Fucking Spam My HP!!! coz today ITE result came out..haha and we all
online Gossip and ask each other Result how..my GPA increase!! for 4 semester
GPA 3 - 2.25 , 2.362 , and now last sem i get 2.625 !!! =) kind of glad coz i aim 2.5 onli
hope tis friday i can get into Poly =D
my 2A TP coming soon..STRESSED...no mood for anything Recently...
Seriously juz FUCK IT ! FUCK IT FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
i misss u =(

2009-03-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

haas still no update of pics from me..coz i lazy to put my hp
in and transfer pics....lalala...lastnite Went out to Plaza...
Whack my Bike Like FREE FREE hahas..passby 521 saw dandan,
yongshan,Her...due to Gonna Rain soon ! tats why i Tua to plaza..
metup wib Jiajie,johan,Dinghan,jiawei,Ahtom they all at STARBUCKS!!
Lepak drink Coffee ...den Dandan and yongshan came over..to meet Teresa
den Teresa,DanDan,YongShan went over to Fajar...Rena & BAOTING came
over plaza to meetup..aww its like soooooo Fucking Happy to see her laaa =P
Been few days since i meet Baoting..hees..den sat at STARBUCKS smoke and
Chill...till StarBucks Closing...headed to Fajar to meetup wib DanDan they all
went over to 451-3 Blk Downstairs and Something Bad happened to my Bike..
which i fucking dun wish to elaborate anymore...zzzZZZ it reali turns me off...
but forget it..''you'' are forgiven...u noe i wun blame u for long....had an EMO nite
didnt reali Entertain everione...and didnt talk to Baoting much...I'm so SAD !!!
johan,jiajie,ahlong went home..den morning I send Baoting Home..SlpTight yea =)
manage to chat wib her awhile under her blk...weets~~ hope u feeling better...if still
vomit go see Doctor okays!! dun everithing oso AiZai hor!! den metup wib Ahtom and
Dinghan at SHELL-PetrolStation..whereas Dandan,Jerome,yansin they all went home
after pump petrol..went to 163 for Breakfast..haas finally get to eat my WontonMee !!!
haha...den we went to near Dinghan hse to slack..till around 9.30am..went to my BikeShop
Fix my bike..and Guess wad Ahtom dun wan pillion Dinghan..and i am the MR-Good Guy
again..haha..but the Best Part..he Scared to sit my bike ~ hahahahax!!!! den send Dinghan to
plaza coz he gtg...den i acc Ahtom to Batok-BikeShop to change his lights..den went back to
his hse downstairs Slacked till.......now its like 2.35pm ? haha...and i'm still nort Tired...
today will be a long post coz...i'm BORED and i miss you!!! Sobx yor hp no Batt...but i still
send u a msg earlier on in the morning hahaha =D

2009-03-30T10:35:00.002+08:00

haha its Jitao like 2Days ever since i UpDate my Blog!!
kinda lazy..past 2days was like Slacking around...wib cliques
and lastnite went to meetup wib jiajie,ahlong and johan...went
to plaza they had their dinner..meetup wib jerome,yansin,jonathan
and went to PRAWNING !! haha Fuck It! man..wasnt reali in the mood
to prawn due to 17Mins of Fucking on the phone by johan Mum...it was
like..i did nth seriously..nvm...lazy...den saw my LongLost girl - Friend...
Super long ever since i last saw her..macham TaiTai now..haas..end prawning
around 3am? went over to BukitTimah and Makan MACDONALDS!! ahtom came
over to meet me..slacked..and received msg from the Girl..but no worries Pure
GD Frens...primarySch Mate...den went to IRC for some POOL-Session..den around
6am jerome,yansin,jonathan went home..waited for Johan to End his Fucking
online Game till 6.30am..headed back to Kumpung..decided to slack at 519 and
i called Yongshan and he&Dandan was juz sitting at 523 den they walked over..
slacked till 8am lidat...YS & DanDan went off..i went to 163 wib AhTom for
BreakFast and FUCK !! my WontonNoodleStall fucking never Open...ate some
light food..and went home...chat wib my mum awhile Smoke and play psp till now
and i still Cant Fall Asleep!?! is my insomnia coming back ?
omg..been days since i saw Baoting !! Where Are You !!! ?? =(
Ohya..Might Update a pic of my Skelton Bike at Malaysia
and maybe Some Pic of wad i Draw wib Liquid from LightStick sponsor by WeiWei=YongShan Sister
=)

2009-03-28T09:32:00.004+08:00

juz reach home..its like morning 9.33am
lastnite went to My BikeShop metup wib johan
headed to plaza to get myself a new RED Slipper..
and went over to meetup wib DanDan at her Blk Below
yongshan and jiajie came over subsequently...slacked
called Ahlong and decided to go Malaysia...yansin called
Sorry'Guys..cant make it due to going malaysia...went home
to take passport pillion YongShan..and headed to Malaysia
wib jiajie and Ahlong...went to AhDi Shop..told him wad i wan
to do..and we went to 'Makan..Ate ''Nasi Ayam Lemon and drank
a NesLo=Coffee+Tea+Milo? i nort SURE..but its NICE !!! haha
waiting to do my bike..till morning 4plus den finally DONE !!
do many things? lazy to elaborate...haas but i spent 700+Ringit lidat?
haas..Pray God Bless me..dun let me See TP yea..i be a GdBoy =)
came back to s'pore..metip wib DanDan..slacked awhile..had a Tiff
wib HER on the phone..i control coz i care..but seems like its Redundant
i had nothing to say anymore...den jiajie and Ahlong headed home to sleep,
i send YongShan home and went back to Dandan hse..went to 163 for KeKoMian
wib dandan , johan and yongshan...den after Breakfast..slack at dandan hse
and went home and its like now i am updating here !! haha should i sleep? or go out?
shall update again when free... =)
didnt get to meet up wib AHTOM~ sorry yea..came back to singapore too late...
didnt get to meet up wib Teresa~
didnt get to meet up wib jerome , yansin , jonathan for NumberBall Session
and didnt get to meetup wib Baoting..=( Shall meet u soon !! =)

2009-03-27T18:28:00.002+08:00

lastnite..had a tired nite...but still came out
metup wib jerome and yansin..slacked & collect
my Gucci-Lanyard ! i love it ..thanks Yansin ..
rome got a porter Coin pouch..and its Nice man,,
den went over to fajar meet up wib dandan,johan,
teresa,yongshan...den i received a call frm HER...
Seriously i'm nort selfish..i juz dun wish to see u
wib other guys and stuff...nvm...treat it as i am
selfish or wadeva....i'm lost at words....why do i still
have to be like tis...EMO=ING !! FUCK IT !!!

Today whole day of Emoness...nothing to post....
waiting for my Bike Cliques..to call...might go in
M'sia Tonite or maybe tml....

2009-03-26T17:25:00.002+08:00

yesterday
tons of calls..spamming....went down to Fajar meetup wib
jerome,yansin and jonathan..at the A*Kopitiam...den
went over to 441 metup wib Johan,DanDan,Teresa followup
came Jiajie...but when i went over SHE went home ler....did
not manage to see her...den Rome,Yansin,Jonathan came over
coz DanDan&the rest dun wan see me run 2places slack whole nite
mahs..THANKS ! but end up yansin they all jio go PRAWNING~
i promised to spend the nite wib them..coz been afew nite i didnt
meetup wib them...Hope Everione Understand ...Seriously i'm not
in Fucking gdMood everiday...But i tried my veri Best to Endtertain
everione around me...i do Emo..but hope u all understand...i'm doing my Best
i miss u~
=(

2009-03-25T18:32:00.002+08:00

lastnite slack around..actually nothing much..
was'nt really in da mood yea...
ton till morning..Call HER wakeup for sch ..
went home sleep nort even 1hr...Time to prepare
go Out ..Metup wib Jiajie..at Senja Grand went to
tighten his BIKE CHAIN...Headed Right to ICA BUILDING !!
WTF the Malay Aunty at the Counter Spoke a whole load of
malay language to me the moment me and jiajie sat down..
and both of us were STUN..and next moment Jiajie Laughs!~
haha..the aunty mistooken me as a Malay !!! Finally Extended
my PASSPORT...heading back and found out we Kena SUMMON !!
Nabei and jiajie ask me Pay for him coz he accompany me go ICA .
den we went to BukitTimah to Eat RotiPrata ..for the first time i go
TIMAH Eat Prata so early...den we smoke and suddenly we saw the
Summon AUNTIES!!! haha rush to stop...lukcy in time..if nort i will
cry out loud...went back tp BPP ..and i went to AXS-Machine to pay my
$50 Summon..and we set off to BBDC..and i told Jiajie. : hope later go BBDC
dun kena Summon by TP..and WTF from PLAZA we ride till TeckWhye there
NABEI...Suddenly 1 TP rode past as and i JiTao WTF...lucky i was fast to turn
to a Small lane and hide to prevent stopping beside the TP...den Headed to
BBDC meetup wib Jiajie..den Saw the FUCKING TP again but lucky he was on
CASE so he didnt do anything to me...hide at BBDC waited for jiajie..slack around
alone...and headed home till now...and shall update if i nort lazy =)

2009-03-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

ytd..Spamming of my hp in the afternoon by JohanChia!!
wokeup and headed down to 441 metup wib Johan,BlingBling[dengjie] ,
Norman , and Teresa...slack and chit chat wib them..den Jiajie came along
to meetup , talk about Bike and cause BlingBling and Teresa to cant catch up
wib wad we were talking..haha..den went home for Dinner...at around 9+ Pm ..
den received a phone call at 10pm ? SHE called me..and was waiting at my hse
downstairs...i went down and took a big DeTour and start my bike and left,,,and
came back after buying a pack of ciggs...park my bike along the road near my
carpark which was dark..WAS like Playing HIDE & SEEK laa...saw them searching for
me...den slack awhile..i WALKED HER home...den sit under my blk..ltr on..came Teresa
and BlingBling[Dengjie] ..Sat down and Smoke , Talk Cock , and Whole Nite of Ivan's Entertainment
and i am nort Ivan Lim Gian Song ! ! i am the one entertaining ppl..there is one person GianSong
like no nid money der FREE FREE der ah !! hahaha...too bad Johan kena Lock At Home Once again...
lazy to update ler ..coz i nort GIANSONG !!

2009-03-22T17:35:00.002+08:00

today will be a moodless post...
nort really in da mood yea..
yesterday,slept at home..
came out at nite meetup wib
johan,den jerome ended up
jerome went over to Fajar....
if i really dun wish to see you
u think i will go untill fajar juz
to use the Mac Toilet...i do still
wish to see how are u..i miss u
STUPID!!
metup wib Jason,winnie,Ahlong&AhZhi
at BPP-Mac..smoke and talk cock..
went over to help dandan buy burger and
why always so Childish..cant u gib me time
to cool down..but u say u wont pickup my call
forever..why you always like to say lidat..of coz
infront of dandan i wont hab any big reaction..
but in my Heart u noe how i feel...Fuck laa!
zzzzzz
Emo-ing till the highest Peak !~

2009-03-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

my Malay-EMO Dressing Pic

haiish recently dunno wad to post ..just not so into the mood
meetup wib, Burger,Ahlong,AhZhi,AhSon,Johan,YongShan,
GongSun,yongChuan lastnite..under 621 blk ..almost the void fill up wib our 7bikes,,washing in process..haas didnt manage to took any pics due to 6bike washing but only got
1 pail to refill water hahas...slack under the blk..till Gs,Yc,
burger,Ahson and Ahzhi..all went home..left ME,Ahlong, Yongshan and johan..continue slack and chat..till around 3plus all hungry so went over to fajarMac ..aft tat She came
over wib her frens..and manage to talk to her in the toilet..
and Walked her home around 5am..

i reali dun understand..i changed so much..but why cant u grow up and think..its time to find someone who reali treats u gd and settle down..dun
be like a kid..love is blind..love someone who treats u like fuck..and even
say yor another ex oso say the same thing...a ex who been tgt long and even
beat u...is tis wad a girl reali wan?..laughs ! dun be dumb..time to think,,,,
i reali dun wan say much..if ever the day u finally noe tat i have blog and
u see tis...Baby I Love You ! i Miss you..and i am willing to takecare of u till
the rest of my life,,,come back to me when u ever tink of me ...tc

2009-03-19T19:19:00.004+08:00

<-----This pic was taken by me

i never sleep! was outside wib Rome
at 163 had some Crazy Afternoon... den metup wib Johan,Slacked and Went over to Plaza to buy 4D ! miss 2ndPrize den at nite send jerome home coz he has nort slept for 3Days!! hahaha time to rest dude... den Meetup wib DanDan and slack tgt wib Johan
and tis is wad i Bought Mostly
--------------->

This is All We STACK Up

This is AFTER we ATE!!!

This is Be4 WeEAT!!

2009-03-17T15:19:00.002+08:00

haas Went out Wib AhTom&Johan ytd,
First Station we SET off to....
QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE.. Headed
there and i bought my Black&White Checker LongSleeves
and Ahtom wore it wib me!! haas tat was kinda GAY like Couple-Wear
den nextStop we Headed to PeniSulaShoppingCentre coz AhTom Wan
get his Skinnies...But NABEI CB !! On the Way there Kena Caught by TP Again!!!
FUCK LA !!! Why i always Kena TP !!! $50 Fly again...ignore the Summon, carry on
wib shopping mood..went over to penisula..and Went over to BUGIS STREET Aft tat..
bring AhTom to StickerTiam...bought all the stuff and we headed back to Panjang
went Over to Plaza for Dinner And StarBucks-Coffee !!! but i onli manage to drink
1 mouth ...coz i went over to Fajar to meet HER!! i'm glad...coz i miss ya.....

2009-03-16T14:40:00.002+08:00

had a rough night ytd..
felt sad and sorrows....
i miss u..i'm worried..
haiish....
Going out Wib Ahtom&Johan now
Shall Update more if anything happen~

miissiing the Someone i miss...

NABEI CB !

2009-03-15T20:52:00.003+08:00

what the Fuck is happening to u...why cant u change?
do u noe how much i dun like u sit other ppl bike...
i'm worried yea....anything could happen....wad i talk to
u...like one side go in,another side come out....
so u reali care wad i say at all anot?...or wad i say all crap..
u juz dun like listen to ppl....dun wait untill things happened
den start to regret K...UnDerStand Anot ...yor thinkling so Simple
always kena cheat or believe in ppl...wanto reali Kena 1time RaBak
den u Learn yor Lesson?...den noe who will reali Care about u ??
please do some Self-reflection please...i dunno wad could i say anymore.
u noe tat i care..but u juz dun listen to me...u think i like to quarrel wib u
mehs..i juz wan u listen to me...understand....i'm reali Disappointed to the MAX!!!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

2009-03-14T15:30:00.002+08:00

Gonna keep myself busy soon

i ask myself ..why u muz sit big bike come
back..can walk there , why canot walk back?
u noe how hurt i feel....u will never noe....
i noe u dun wan sit der..but why cant u be more
Strong and turn down the offer ...haiish....
i been thinking and thinking..if i dun keep myself
busy..i be going crazy soon...

2009-03-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

happy bdae to u.
happy bdae to u..
happy bdae to You...
Happy bdae to YOU !!!!!

hope u like the cake...happy sweet 17 birthday
baby i love and miss u *
come back to me soon...
i'm still waiting ..
i miss u~
<3>

2009-03-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

woke up early..waited for Dandan call
went down to plaza walked around...
and why isits so hard to find a CAKE-BASE??
we DIY the cake for tat someone special to me..
haas went over to jerome hse and start DIY...
scary process~
and TA DA!!!!
<-------------------------

2009-03-12T18:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday rode to fajar Mac saw HER & Dandan
jerome came after tat..and at 1am i went over to
yewtee and meet johan slacked and wish him
ORD !! + Drop P-Plate ler!!! den 3.30am came back to
fajar and around 4am bought Mac Breakfast and start
Watching AHLONG PTE LTD !! haha laughs!! jerome wore
a Fucking SEXY White see-through singlet which caught
my eyes coz his nipple popping out and whole of my attention
for the rest of the nite!!! SEKK!!!!! the show watch so many times
but it still manage to make all of us laughs!!

i'm still Soft-Hearted in the End

2009-03-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

Slack at home the whole moring till afternoon
untill my Ciggies all finish!!..
went Down to buy Ciggs at Fajar LRT ..
My hp Rang..She Called me..Finally i Pickup
her call even though i noe she call juz to ask
me buy Ciggs for her..i knew it ..coz morning i
told DanDan Ler !! haha i UnderStand HER well
i juz Could'nt be Hard-Hearted...i'm onli Hard at
the Outside but Soft in the Inside..
but i'm reali happy to see her...
i miss u ...
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Going out to hab SEAFOOD wib my Family in FewHours Time
Out to Roam the Streets when Nite Falls ~
cya Guys tonite !! dun all be Pig hors..i never sleep much again =(
Insomnia*
~I Can't Sleep Till you next to me
No i cant live without you no More !
i stay up till u next to me
till this house feels like it did be4!!!
=(

2009-03-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

haas lastnite went over to yewtee to find tat handicapped
ended up..i was on the phone wib someone...and aftmath
Johan decided to go back panjang wib me..Reach back panjang
dunno wad time ler...went to 163 , I Bought Some DimSum but
somehow my heart is worried..SHE cant be contact..dunno where
she gone...slacked till almost 4am , i was abt to fall asleep coz..
its been 2Days ever since i sleep...den went over to meet dandan
and jerome around 6am nag at dandan to call HER...somehow my
heart is missing something....no mood to update much!!!...

When The Night Falls

2009-03-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

did Nothing For the Whole Day...
Juz Stare in Space,Listening Music
and Smoke..Around 7pm Went Down
and WASH my BIKE..Till Around 8plus
went home for Dinner..And Now...
When The Night Falls...its Time to....
ROAM THE STREETS !!!!!
Going Down YewTee find tat Handicapped
Be4 My MidNite Riding ~ =)
i'm....OUT !!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

like wad i said..i didnt sleep since lastnite...
i smoke till morning went home , lock and smoke
inside my room..till my parent wakeup and i use
the computer all the way till..i went out to 163 for
a bowl of ''MaggieMee''...Rome came over and acc me,
Sat till 3pm like tat..Rome was tired and Bored..so i
ask him to go home and Sleep...Ended up , i Went Crazy
Speeding Around whole of BukitPanjang playing all the
Corners like a Crazy guy..,den i went home...
at 15:53 My Hp Rang..SHE called me...the phone Rang
quite continuosly ..i force myself nort to pickup even though
how much it hurts my heart..i was so worried wad happening
why did u call me...but i had to do tis...u wan freedom frm Irritated
i back off...u meet other ppl...i had to pretend i didnt see...yor Flashbacks
all of those Hurt me yea...i gave u wad u wan FreeDom..
but i am so Hurt and afraid to lose u for gd...
i still waiting for the day u come back willingly
be waiting....
i miss u ...
Our Unfinished Love~

2009-03-10T12:19:00.000+08:00

OMFGooshh!!..
i tink i'm going crazy soon yea...
my EMO-sive-ness is Fucking Reaching
its PEAK!! DO u noe i sat at my Carpark till morning
spend almost the whole nite at Carpark alone...
ever since u came wib tat ' ITS' i was so
Sot to see tat..and i seriously lost all my mood
i cant sleep , i cant sleep , I Fucking Cant Sleep!!
Worst to add on..i saw yor most recent update at yor Blog....
its totally Driving me Crazy...
i miss u.
i miss u..
i miss u...
i miss u....
i miss u.....
i miss u......
i miss u.......
i miss u........
i miss u.........
i miss u..........
=(

2009-03-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

omg..why am i always so Soft-hearted???
the moment she say hello..i'm soft..i cant bear
to ignore...arrhhh!!! emo-less..
rome is going out to meet them..
where should i go now ?
where ? ..
its cold tonite Rmb to wear more thick go out ..to HER
haiish..i shall go where my Bike takes me to .. for the Time Being
LALALAS !!

2009-03-09T13:35:00.000+08:00

haas~ Lastnite carry on watch finish Harrold&Kumar
poor johan..fucking Lock @ home..Mummy Change PadLock
hahahax slack till morning went home slp...
received a msg frm johan juz now..Operation Successful
ask him go home rest...now ITS FUCKING RAINING !!
i'm late for SCH>>i nid to go hand in my Attachment LogBook
while my classmate all in Sch Eating ..i',m stuck at home !!

BUT i duno,hesitating now whether to go sch anot...hope i wun fall sick
for riding in the rain almost everiday... haiiishh..

haas!! I WENT TO SCHOOL IN THE END !! SUPER COLD!!!! RIDE IN THE RAIN
ALL THE WAY TO SCH JUZ TO HAND IN 1 STUPID ATTACHMENT LOGBOOK !!

I Saw a Missed Called From HER ..but i did not call back...
although i did not call back..it breaks my heart...i'm still worried...
i reali wish the day onli when she still loved me den she call me
i', emo-ing to the fullest of my everiday !! HELLYEA!

2009-03-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

its 4.31pm now..
Juz Came back frm BBDC
took my Class 2A Theory & Evaluation Practical 3.01
Been at BBDC since 12pm
and Guess wad...
i'm........
Fucking WAITING for My TP Now !! hahaha =)
Clear my practical & Theory in Short&Sweet Time
Weeets~~ i'm nort action but juz Happy !!

2009-03-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

went out lastnite to meetup wib Jerome
and both of us was like Damn Fucking hungry
went to GreenRidge for a Bowl of Beef-BanMian!
and i bought some FriedDumplings..ate and johan
came over to find us..Sat outside Greenridge Chill-around
and me&rome disturb johan till all 3of us laugh our ass out!
Aft tat kind of bored so we went Around Looking for place to
sit ..and finally ended up at Bangkit ! haas..Went to Mac and
bought food wib rome and headed back..We Watch Harrold&Kumar !!
laughs! seriously dumb but cool..But towards the End I ended up EMO-ing
FUCKING NOT IN THE MOOD ..Went Home and Emo..hope tml will be a BetterDay~

worried abt euu,,i made tat effort worrying abt u..send u home ended up
it was waste of time..late at nite still came out ..i Swore i hate ' ITS ' in my
Entire Life ..to all the '' ITs'' in this World FUCK OFF !
my heart is dying..i'm juz like a tool ..in nid of help i am remembered...when
of no used..juz throw aside...tats juz sooo nort Cool yea..

misses~

FuckedTub!

2009-03-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

wokeup at 10+am ,
headed out to BikeShop
and ended up waiting for 5hrs!!
kinda Bored sooo i took afew pics
of wad is happening to my bike..
it Rain&Shine Today and someone...
Pangseh! me today..Fcuking Johan!!
i sat alone at the bikeshop for 5hrs..
while he was at home sleeping....then i Headed back to panjang in the Rain..and went for a hairCut!! after tat spend
almost the whole day at bikeshop & at home

going out soon,another aimless nite
without any sense of direction..

-sometimes i wonder..am i still being missed and loved
or am i juz being use?..Confused Should i do my bike?
day after day..i'm still waiting...

2009-03-07T03:11:00.001+08:00

Hello! New blog! :D
rodeDown To FunanITMall wib Johan
Sign my LogBook and Holi's is Coming!!
Went home to rest Ended up ! fell asleep and didnt manage to
wakeup for Pract!! Rush to book the next pract,lucky able to book
a nite Slot and TaDa!! PASSED !! came back and MetUp wib my BikeFamily
slack wib them..till they went in Malaysia..which my Passport Expired!!
den went over to meet up wib Johan,Rome,DanDan and get to saw her..
was happy to see her but nort IT'S..so after tat went off to meet my BikeFamily
once again and till morning 6+am den went home to sleep...
Have to wakeup Early ltr to go BikeShop~